the more i read the post the more disappointed am i. the more i feel like crying, no i mean cursing. it's totally so UNFAIR !!! why some people can just be so deaf to what i obviously said very clear. always say i never give you choice, NO CHOICE MEH !!! or is you don't choose to use the choice. if you ownself want to pamper me, don't choose, then why blame me ? if it's really only this time you object, does it mean i must accept ? so if say i agree with you 100times, then one day, i ask you to jump into a river and eat a fish before you come up, must you agree ? i really never ever expected you to say all those that you have said, cause i always thought you treasured me and will remember the words i say and the promises you made. now i don't know how to curb that immense disappointment that's threatening to unleash right into your face. i don't know why i start crying out of a sudden on bus. you are totally a stupid fool that makes my presence feel damn empty because apparently you couldn't remember important things i say. you will always remember the bad things that i do, so i'm really convinced that you don't love me at all. i really don't know how to answer people who ask me what happened. because after reading your post, all that i can answer is that i'm a very bad gf. you never made me felt good about myself. when people ask i can only say, i'm demanding and unreasonable, i really have nothing to say to defend myself. what have you done to me ? am i really so bad to deserve this ? i gave you shit, didn't you give me a fair share too ? are you even trying to be fair to me ? your birthday might be coming, but i'll just say it here that i'm gonna throw away your present, cause i don't feel like giving it to you anymore, nor do i feel like seeing it anymore. YOU SUCK LIKE HELL !!!!!!!!! me too .............
there's only one of me
she's 18 this year (2008)
30th october CAN !!!!
chubby and plump
lively and noisy
she's one fiery-tempered girl, offend her and she'll make life hell for you.
but of course, she's still a very nice girl overall, don't you agree ? HUH !!!
needs and wants
wants
to be happy forever
not to have worries
to be successful in life
a music career or be a housewife
needs
exercise
freedom
retail therapy
food
love
entertainment !!!