hohoho, since everyone's talking about new year's resolution, so i guess i shouldn't leave myself out either. =) i don't wanna chase the things i've lost, nor do i wanna remember them.

1st simple wish
- to live in the present and not in the past =)

many have been telling me that i'm too fierce even though i don't talk. so .....

2nd simple wish
- try to be more friendly and make people feel welcomed =)

healthy lifestyle keeps you in shape. can guess already right.

3rd very difficult wish
- shed lotsa fats !!!!

other than random things, one has to be realistic in life, so this regards the most important things currently in my life.

4th mediocre wish
- to study hard, excel academically and also "businessly" meaning my work la haha.

one last "resolution" or rather wish i have for myself is ............

5th very very significant wish
- to find the mr. right i have been waiting for so long. =)

that's about it. as for mr. right, i guess it can't be forced haha. but i hope i'll meet the one soon =)))

a new year a new jolynn, of no past but only the present !!!

YAY !!! wish everyone here a very happy and prosperous new year !!! enjoy life dudes !!!!






wa i super pissed !!!!!!!!!!!!! i look damn closely at the ticket, my mum never buy in =((((

that day after buying groceries i wanna buy de lor, then she say go home put things, later then she buy. then nv buy in KAOS !!! ask her buy early don't listen la, always gei kiang don't let me buy myself. my uncle already told her she no luck one, just don't listen. delude herself, delude me also =.=

WA I VERY PISSED OK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THERE'S GOES MY ELECTRIC KEYBOARD I'VE BEEN AIMING FOR !!!!!!!!! GRRRRR !!!!!!!!!!!!!






today was simply and overwhelming day. why work also can overwhelm me ??? read on la .... be patient LOL !!!!

best denki was quite empty from 12-3pm, to the extent where joe and i are falling asleep looking at those dead electronic stuff. then suddenly VROOM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the whole area became damned crowded. lucky ar !!! i thought zero sales again.

managed to sell 3 printers, though commission not as much as the two printers i sold last week, it's still an acheivement to break my won record =))) actually could have more sales one, but the customers all wanna buy later, but promotion ends today. too bad >.<>

okok, don't lor sor already. what's really OVERWHELMING is that, i striked 4D !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAHAHAHA !!! just the starter numbers though.

few days back i was thinking whether wanna buy 2007 or 2008. so i bought both, then i think again, wanna just buy wednesday or buy all three days. of course i kiasu buy all la LOL !!!! i wanted to buy 2bucks for 2008 but end up split 1buck to 2007 also. end up i won with 2008 LOL !!! if i not so kiasu maybe now got 500bucks already LOL !!!

but anyway, i shan't be greedy. haha. my friend say god let u win so that it will cover your next week's pay LOL !!! majiam say like next week my customers will come when i'm not around, KNS !!! LOL !!!

YAY !!! i can get my keyboard then. WOOO HOOO !!!! you say overwhelming anot ?? i scream and shout in the storeroom until office can hear haha. u all might think i siao, 250bucks also must shout. but it's really the excitement more than the cash la. how many times in your life u can strike 4D ?? LOL !!! even if consolation prize 60bucks i also happy haha =)))

YAY !!! jolynn is damn damn happy haha. $$ka-ching$$ >.<






WEE HEE HEE !!! =))) did you guys visit while i'm slogging my guts out at work xp LOL !!! can see i very happy hor ???

i received a compliment letter from customer =))))) !!!! hehe. he was just browsing then after i serve him and his wife la. then in the end they want my printer, but they still need 200plus bucks more de things cause they exchanging for some items ma. he's some big shot la i think haha. so i acc-ed him and his wifey walk around whole best denki area, see what they can get. but i don't know other product knowledge ma, just try lor. when i ask there de promoters for help they like no mood do work, then the man quite pissed.

then he got a vacuum cleaner, the promoter quite good la, must be gan jiong for sales like me. haha. spent about the whole hour, then he keep saying "you're good ar, seems like you are the only one working." then say want write recommendation letter for me blah blah blah.

then he got the letter from manager, which seems to be photocopied from some scrap paper lor =.= then he wrote very nice stuff and reading it out la, then i tell him, "it seems like i'm a student collecting report card haha."

he laughed like mad i tell you LOL !!! how come so nice de customer don't come everyday ar ?? LOL !!!

the manager dunno fold the paper put in his pocket, most probably don't care one la. i can see he got alot of ang kong under his shirt >.<>

but you know customer appreciate your service then jiu very very happy le =))))

that's why .....

i'm happy =))))))))) YAY !!!

cheerios !!! =ppp WEEEE~~~

wa kao !!! how many time must i tell you ...............

I DON'T LIKE YOU ......... I DON'T LIKE YOU ............... I DDDDOOOONNNNN'TTTT LLLIIIKKKEEEE YYYOOOUUUUU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KNN !!!!!

you better eff-ing stop pestering me lor !!! there's a limit to my patience ok !!! last time also is you say want break de, i still like you, then you wanna give it up.

now i don't like you. so i have NO need to accept you, don't say things like i very hard hearted or what to make me feel guilty ok. cause I AM NOT GUILTY AT ALL !!!!!

you ask me why i like this, CAUSE I AM LIKE THIS OK ??? once i give up on you, you gimme private jet or let me strike TOTO i also won't give a damn. i will just take the money and run !!! %$%^^&%&(*()*(

BETTER STOP PESTERING ME I TELL YOU !!!! NNBPCB !!!

as if that wasn't bad enough ..... today i quarrelled with mommy but things was ok later on. so we went home on a bus, and there's this two girls who got up the bus shortly after we did. one of them looked familiar, but i don't care la, very tired what. and they talk DAMN loud ok ! as if to show off to everyone like that, think like they very attractive.

girl 1 is the one i find familiar, girl 2 is the other one whom i dunno at all. both plump plump but wearing tight fit and very short pants =.= have their rebonded fringes that cover half their face like what xiao mei meis do. it's really straight straight flat flat on their face one ok LOL !!!!

girl 2: -said something about being ditched or what, very emo worzzzzzxxx.

aiya the typical break patch kind la. (they was conversing in chinese)

girl 1: aiya !!!!! don't give up the whole forest just for a tree la.

girl 2: yeah lor, heartless tree ....

girl 1: aiya useless tree la !!! in the patronising tone of voice.

girl 1: u have the whole forest like me, all the way to jurong and malaysia, they even need to swim over lor. (OMG !!! LIKE WTF !!!!!!!!!)

girl 2: yeah lor, go and find new 1 better. (she seems to listen to girl 1 alot.)

girl 1: - looks outta the window. EHHHH !!! you see !!! got yan dao !!! shuai leh !!!!!!!! (ERRR .................. =.=)

girl 2: yeah lor, man shuai de. but i still think my ex better.

girl 1: eh don't stupid la. - takes out her handphone and blasted "ai de zhu xuan lu" (yes that used to be my fav song la KAOS !!!)

girl 1: this my favourite song. (from that moment, i swear to stop listening to it.)

- both began singing outta tune ............ i really mean outta tune !! if only i recorded the whole conversation, i tell you, my blog will crashed man. if the notes go up higher, they sing it lower instead. eh, and it's not one octave lower ok =.= it's dunno what kind of notes lai de.

girl 1: - reads out some chinese message that she received.

both laughed like some crazy woman.

girl 1: this one my laogong send me one. (o.0 she got LAOGONG !!!) but alot people send me the same message leh, i don't like, so irritating. even got one dunno what number de keep msging me lor.

girl 2: really ar !!!! guy or girl ??

girl 1: guy la ...

girl 2: how you know ? you ask him ar ??

girl 1: never la siao !!! msg me until like that, sure guy one ma. (OMG !!! =.=)

girl 1: my dear dear very sweet one leh, everytime he meet me sure say i very pretty.

oh dear ........ what's becoming of the world man ??? lucky i find her familiar only ar, i don't know her man !!!!!!!!!!!!!! like trying so hard to act sweet and say until bf very sweet, trying to show off or flaunt whatever you have to the whole god damn bus is it ??? i bet is those type of guys desperate then bo bian one lor ... only they will think that he is good lo =.= NB !!! wanna show off, do it to your friend can liao, don't disturb people when they sleeping !!!! under si stand ???

gosh !!! why do i keep meeting the wrong and weird people recently ??? like everytime i take mrt or bus sure got one de lor. this morning's train got one lunatic stand in front of me and talked to me throughout the journey, i really don't know what to do ok =.=

after all this weird things happen, i suddenly had this very WEIRD urge to go cut my hair. yeah weird, cause i wanted to keep it long all the while. after i cut it, i feel like following alex's footsteps, go cut botak and acc him !!! LOL !!! actually not that bad la. NO PHOTOS =ppp

ok ....... below are some outdated pictures, due to my laziness, i'm finally uploading them now. good girl right ?? LOL !!!

on x'mas day =)))))))) unglam moments haha.





with darling grace and darling rachel =)))

You Act Like You Are 27 Years Old

You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up. The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them.

wa kao eh ... i suspect i'm suffering from some terminal disease lor, just that no doctor to diagnose it only. grrr, stomach ache like mad, make me no mood to do anything.

today's a damn bad luck day can.

do project, almost finish the whole thing already then keep spoiling things. then we got sooooo damn frustrated that we cut out the nice nice parts see can paste on our new piece anot LOL !!! what a cheater man. where got people do art like that. thanks to my clumsy hands, sorry girls >.<

then i went home and cook my chapalang soup. prepare and cut everything already, realize at home no more campbell soup =.= have to go all the way down to mamashop across the road to buy. later kanna car bang =.= o.o just go down buy ice cream only lor, then have to make second trip again. waste my time LOL !!! also slack at home nothing to do.

i realize recently i quite tempted by the *ring ring ring* 1buck ice cream LOL !!! no wonder so fat.

this morning i woke up on time for project very surprisingly, then i walked to my room, and saw the flowers, i began smiling LOL !!! so pretty la, just that the wrapper is my most detested color LMAO !!!! but it's ok, look at the flowers ignore the wrapper lor haha. so thank you =) u know i like it haha.

am still so not in the mood to upload photos la, stomach damn pain. i know readership dropping, got advertisement must hardworking abit, but then bo bian ma, nuffnang pay so little only haha. if they gimme like one unique visit 10cents or at least 5cents, i might consider blogging harder haha.

ok gotta go find my articles to do GISP, others already sent it to the lecturer a month ago, i haven't start finding it =.= die la. so gooda bye !!! =(






sighs, my stomach hurt like mad !!! damn it !!! don't know what's happening to me this few days lor. maybe i'm dying soon >.<

ok enough of that. i really hate my life now, very god damn lifeless. never slept past 11am for this term break, so unlike me can. everyday wake up, first three things i will think of is .....

1) today need to do project anot ?
2) today got work ?
3) need to go office ?

so damn lifeless la. i'm so busy that i have to plan everything, which day to do what, no freestyle for me anymore. i don't like an orderly life =xxx

christmas carols are over, overall quite ok i would say. just that i ain't properly warmed up for most of the sessions. rendevous hotel was great =))) but a little too stuffy at the lobby.

and also ................

thanks for the flowers, L****. haha shan't post the name here, might mislead people. but i'll definitely post the pictures up some days later =))) pretty flowers !!! i like haha.

mahjong-ed recently. you guys must be thinking, why i so busy still can mahjong. it is to improve my memory LOL !!! bullshit LOL !!! even if the world collapse, mahjong still come first =)))

jarrel lost alot man =(( i was winning like mad until the last pok. in the end win 4bucks nia >.<>

new year is coming. any resolutions ?? no, except for wishes haha. for people like me, make resolution is useless one, i have no determination to speak of LOL !!!

wishlist

1) for me and everyone around me to be happy and healthy.
2) for life to run smoothly unlike 2007.
3) to have some acheivement regardless of what aspect.
4) nintendo DS lite or PSP.
5) my electric piano or keyboard.
6) find true love ??? (maybe la ...)
7) to slim down *ahems*

that's all, tomorrow got project =(((( goodnight guys !!!

/2:05 AM

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

sorry guys, am sooooo soooo busy now. might update around midnight time. don't stop visiting =)))) thankies !!!

/9:48 PM

Monday, December 24, 2007

am here to wish all of you guys .........

MERRY X'MAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!

now i'm still wondering why ................ why nobody say "NICE AND CUTE SONG YOU HAVE !!!!" nobody noticed such a cute lil song ??? muahaha !!! who got the mp3 file send me as x'mas present ok !!!!!!!!!!!

after thinking much today, silent thoughts la haha. i decided to keep my heart empty =ppp it's better to learn how to love yourself before you love someone yeah. if i don't meet the guy who i think really will love me, then i shan't let me heart and feelings be attached to anyone =))) besides, i'm a VERY super duper busy woman now LOL !!!

no matter is you* or YOU* (if you think it's you, then it's you =ppp), no one occupies my heart except for friends and family. <3 for =")))

once again ....

MERRY X'MAS TO ALL OF YOU DARLINGS !!! =ppp









WARNING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THIS IS GONNA BE A DAMN LONG POST. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK =))) BORE YOU TO DEATH !!!!


just as i though i had finished uploading photos then i came across this after work on the train. i was kinda lazy to stand all the way from dhoby ghaut to hougang so i took a rebound train to habour front then back to hougang.


look at the new trend of holding phones =)))




i pity the poor guy beside him. BAWU GAO GAO !!! MUAHAHA !!!!!!!!!




this was taken like 10years ago *just exaggerating. he's peter, who might soon be my colleague =)))

below are pictures taken at the 2e1 gathering. many are missing already =(((( so damn sad. i thought i save in computer liao but then can't find. BOOHOO !!!





I LOVE MY "DIAMOND" RING. thank *you =))))





my four years classmate whom i've mentioned, di liang =) love ya !!! been thru thick and thin. i'm missing those times now >.<


erm, i think this picture no need explain la huh. what a bad timing to gasp mishal, you are just helping mal to convey her message to my readers LOL !!!




the people i love =)))


ok lemme explain the below "few" pictures in a "few" sentences haha. i went out with michele on wednesday (i think) to start on our multiple intelligences project, which i thought was abit interesting yet abit stupid haha. then we began searching around about multiple intelligences, so naturally saw some stupid surveys and did them >.<>.< burger ="p">



sweet photo =)))





nice nice ??




below is some photos of michele zi-lianing on with my phone. she only gave me the nice nice ones, delete away the ugly ugly ones. knowing that she'll be featured in my posts LOL !!!








what do you think i'm doing ??? showing off my nails la haha !!




silky girl nail polish =))) very glossy, i like !!!





zarra drew this when we were doing project early in the morning at aljunied cresent's mac. reminds me of the tiko crazy peh i saw. forgot where's the mac then walk round and round in the rain and found out that it's just right in front of the road that i had to cross =.= stupid me muahaha.

wanted to ask vanessa down for dim sum instead of mac breakfast, but she flew down on her air plane that travels at 1km/hr LOL !!! but it was fun drawing silly stuff though i'm rather tired by then.




haha and zarra gave this to me. but i think i left it there, forgot to take it with me >.<



this was taken at jing's house after caroling on friday. i solved the cube !!! YEAH RIGHT !!!

it was so scary caroling there. patients are feeling unwell trying to take a nap but then we sing and disturb them like that haha. then the staff there like don't like us to block their way. >.<

the damn shiny christmas tree !!!

rushed down for caroling on saturday after work. i broke my own record, finished make up in just 5 mins !!! everyone was staring ok !!! and then ............

this little girl tugged her mother's sleeve and asked "mummy, that jie jie is xing niang zi ar?" xing niang zi meaning bride in chinese. i almost fainted ok. then i walked cutting through taka's ground floor to get to the tentage, everyone stared like i was crazy to wear gown to shoppin LMAO !!! i was with my bag then. dresscode was supposed to be casual but cause of damn raffles town club thing then change. and they didn't appreciate it at all, well .... nvm, shan't talk about it since i wasn't there.

went to cine together with the graduates to makan. though i'm very full at that point of time, i still ate >.<>

basically, it was untouched =((( waste my money. earn money very hard ok !!! LOL !!!



jing with her "tadpole" dessert haha. it was supposed to be a lame and funny photo but when the shutter snapped, she opened her BIG eyes. become like some ghost with black saliva LMAO !!!

work was stupid but funny today. for customer and cashier part i don't wanna elaborate la, cause u all don't understand also. but we were gossiping about the epson promoter that came on saturday. she pissed all of us so much that no one wanna talk to her. then ytd she called up the company and say we very unfriendly then she left at 7pm LOL !!! but she sold 5 printers ok !!! all snatch our customers one !!! fucking rude i tell you !!!

then last time all her ugly stories jessie told us LMAO !!! laughed like mad. then the cross section of epson's ink catridge became our triumph card MUAHAHA !!! hate her man !!!

today helped vincent sell about 4-5 printers then he help me sell one, thankies =)))) cannot blame la, my printer really damn hard to sell. that time i was closing another deal then he help me, so two deals at once, happy =))) but the cashiers just had to pour cold water LOL !!! but nvm, ka ching $$$$$ =))))

phew, finally finished blogging about my "oh-so-boring-and-lifeless" life. already summarized it already. wanna know more interesting stories, ask me irl, i'll tell ya =))))

/10:25 AM

i'll be updating tonight !!! promise !!!!!!

have already uploaded all the photos but i'm running late for work. but then some photos are missing lor =( sadded !!! as long as tonight i don't feel very dead after work i will do up the post ok ?? meanwhile .... stay tuned =p

it's so hard to choose a readable color for this skin with its stupid background haha.

/10:22 AM

OK !!!!!!!!!!!!

another advertisement at the busiest moment of my life, thanks nuffnang haha.

last time i stupid, ask people click click click, then i realise is pay by unique visits one =.= so now just pass by often ok ?? LOL !!!

i'll do a VERY VERY decent post hopefully on christmas night since no one has yet to date me out. so please VISIT often !!! make a trip on your net here for the next one week ok ?? thanks guys !!!

update soon (maybe even earlier than xmas if i have time)~~~

/1:03 AM

Friday, December 21, 2007

i actually had the mood to post everything up and do a decent post after so long lor. but then one thing spoiled all my mood.....

http://www.petatv.com/tvpopup/video.asp?video=fur_farm&Player=wm

this is not gonna be nice at all but just watch. i cried and cried la. OMG !!! how those fuckers even have the heart man. EFF THEM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =(((

sit and fly aeroplane again a few days back. but then i can't really be bothered to get angry anymore, i think being happy is the best thing in the world.

right now, i just wish for a good sleep without nightmares. DAMN YOU STUPID FUCKERS !!!

/11:02 PM

Monday, December 17, 2007

darn life sucks for me man haha. after a series of chiong-ing project, i gotta work, can't sleep in at all =((( boohoo !!!

work sucked too. for saturday, i only had my 1st sales at 8.30pm la !!! which was a relieve for me, but yesterday i got my first zero =((( shucks man !!!

today also can't sleep late cause vanessa and gang wanted to meet 9.30am at bugis, yes that early !!! then vanessa was the latest LOL !!! she was the one who said cannot be late one hor >.<

but today i was kinda brain dead, no ideas flowing at all, no information being registered too. but will meet them up at vanessa house on thursday, MAYBE =p

the next bad thing is my health. due to high consumption of stickies during work, i kept feeling feverish and flu-ish at home. then my stomach begins its weird games. eat abit then very bloated and lau $10.05 worth of shit LMAO !!! cause mac breakfast $4.85 and then shaker fries plus ice lemon tea $5.20 ma kua kua.

walked around with jamie, we two were like sian sian dunno what to do LOL. jamie's friend reach already then she kick me aside, haha. no la, i need to go back school. not wanting to lose my way, i had no choice but to take my most detested form of transport, the MRT !!!!

being the usual gan jiong spider i am, of course rush for seat la !!! carry laptop heavy leh, that reminds me of another bad thing, vanessa la !!! ask me bring laptop for nothing then the others nv bring haha.

ok back to my point. then i saw this seat at the last cabin with alot of people standing around la. then i was thinking, maybe i lucky that's why they reserved for me LOL !!! wa i sit down ar, i almost fainted. the man beside got SERIOUS MOUTH BAD MOUTH LA !!! then throughout the journey he was talking on his damn phone scolding different people about the same issue. everytime he hangs up on a call, i always hoped that it will be a last one, but no !!! why can't he just shut his bloody mouth up. so i took out my inhaler and just sniff sniff sniff haha. i love you inhaler !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the last bad thing is ........................... i finally not lazy to upload photos, then i forget bring cable to school =.= BEST AR !!!

ok choir practice !!! remember to come watch me carol ar !!! =)))

/4:18 PM

Friday, December 14, 2007

okok, i'm still lazy to upload photos haha, cause i gotta sleep early today. YES because there's work tomorrow =((( i just woke up a few hours ago though.

although there's no photo to do any talking, but i'm here to bring an important piece of news !!!

i'll be caroling at a few different places this year unlike the past years only at le meridien. i've really practiced my notes hard enough, so must come support ok ?? jolynn will practice notes one leh !! haha.

the date and timing are as follows:

18th dec (tuesday) --> 12pm creative technology (some where in jurong)
--> 7.30pm at jurong point

20th dec (thursday) --> 8.30pm ngee ann city (it's downstair my workplace xp)

21st dec (friday) --> 1pm at AMK hospital (not sure if public allow to go watch)

22nd dec (saturday) --> 7.45pm raffles town club opp singapore don't know what girls' school de --> 9pm ngee ann city (i might not be performing at all on this day, but if i can make it for the 9pm slot, i will chiong down =))

23rd dec (sunday) --> 7pm at rendevous hotel (i'm not performing but still can go support them ok =p)

24th dec (monday) --> 7pm at rendevous hotel

25th dec (tuesday) --> 12pm at rendevous hotel

whoever comes on the 25th, considered that you made the effort to wake up early or stay up all night to come watch me perform, we'll spend the christmas together =))) actually is i lonely la, nobody want go out with me >.< LOL !!! =(((

ok that's it !!! important new updated, it's reporter jolynn chew report from hougang central =p

won't be updating for the whole of next week ba, i know my readership will go ocean deep again but i really can't afford to sacrifice my assignments anymore >.< will find time to update if i can =))) see ya guys !!!

/10:34 PM

today's 2e1 gathering =) but i'm too lazy to upload the photos yet. was chionging 3 projects at one go la !!! so approximately, i have not been sleeping for about 36hours already =((( tml need to finish up FP and catch some good sleep if not work on weekends will definitely kill me.

it's nice meeting up after so long. seeing that everyone has grown more matured, and will always be there for each other. today, diliang told me "if anyone bullies you or makes you feel lousy in this world, it's ok, you still have us as your best friends."

awwwww, sweet right. 4 years of thick and thin, i really love my classmates =))) thinking back of those times, make me so touched when we stood up for one another when in trouble.

for those who turned up (weenee, li hui, mallory, gwendolyn, mishal, shi wei, joanna, di liang, eugene, guo qiang, shing rong, ronald, yu hong, hong wee, yi ming, gobi, nicholas, hopefully that's all if i nv forget), i love you guys all =)))) bowen classmates rock my life !!!!!

we shall keep to our promise, one year one gathering or even more =pppp

and next year we might do silly things like walking to suntec from marina like what we TRIED but failed to do just now haha. looking forward to the next outing !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! maybe by the next few gatherings, i'll be married already WAHAHAHA !!!!

<3<3

/12:44 AM

Thursday, December 13, 2007

yeah i'm not meeting him anymore. i won't be able to get in contact with him for at least 2-3 weeks or so ba. i don't know if this is a relieve or what. although deep in my heart, i wanna spend a lovely christmas just with him. but i should accept the fact that i mean nothing to him. =((( stop deluding yourself jolynn !!! nothing will happen between you two la !!! bodoh !!

why i sound so evil or whatever is actually because of a dream. a beautiful, sweet yet horrible dream. half of me wish the dream come true, but half of me hope it will go away. the silly things i do in the dream. i wish i can do it, but then again, i'm not gonna do foolish stuff already.

perhaps after these weeks of his absence, i might grow to have my feelings fade for him. well, maybe that's a better way.

i'm just glad that i don't need to see him walk away anymore. because i might not be able to stop the urge from running over to hug him. so let this be an end to all my foolish thoughts.

goodbye to the silly jolynn =)

and of course, good luck to YOU* take care in army, esp your health alright ? be happy =)

/12:19 AM

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

yeah maybe i overreacted towards this matter or what. i just hate it when my emotions get the better of me. one minute i'm so happy that i can tolerate any nonsense u give me, the other minute i can get so particular about everything.

though those were the things that i hated most which u did, but according to my normal self, i could have tolerated and give in, but at that moment i don't know why i just refused. i know u always made me felt worthless but i know i can take it one lor, but i don't understand the sudden outburst.

later on, something which i don't like happened again. which is people not replying msg-es, but i really had no more strength to cry nor get angry anymore. so i just asked my mum out for sushi. and i kept gorging myself like dunno what. sinful >.<





one of my favourite --> hana sushi




another favourite, hokkigai sashimi. amaebi just so-so la.




salmon didn't taste that nice today.




see they got sell shark !!! kiap u to death =.= no la it's salmon head.




red bean mochi's really nice =)

i asked mommy to order sake, she say waste money. so she went home after footing the bill while i stayed around with marie. waited for her to knock off, then slack and talked alot. kept "sticking" one after another. i really need to cut down la. went home and finished up the whole bottle of liquor, end up go toilet vomit out =.= i don't think u wanna see a photo of that.

but i just hope my eating disorder don't come back. i used to have it, either i eat alot or don't eat at all when i'm upset, stressed or whatever. i could sustain myself with 3 spoons of rice for one week last time. that time my mom brought me to psychologist =.= but that was 3 years ago. now almost everytime i eat i feel like vomiting, i don't know why, but i just hope it's not back la.

next few photos are just random crazy photos that i feel too lazy to caption. can stop here if u want.













i like this photo alot, i don't know why.




wa si bei lian hor !!




smoking in lecture hall ??



look closely !! am i smoking ?? no la, it's michele new cigarette pen =.= looks damn real lor.





act act, act somemore !!





yes that's how tired i am, those stupid eyebags and lousy complexion.

all i wish for now is to be happy and let nothing affect me. i don't wanna be depressed anymore, so even if u decide to treat me like this or ignore me any longer, i'll still be the happy girl i am. because i really don't wish people to say that i care for them on my own accord, not they want one. it really hurts and insults everything i try to do for them. if it's ain't appreciated, i'll take it back then.

so long as you feel comfortable with it, i'm ok =)))

YES JOLYNN SMILE !!! show the whole world that you are happy !!!

you are beautiful,
no matter what they say,
cause words can't bring you down ~~~ =)))))))))

/11:38 PM

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there's only one of me
she's 18 this year (2008)
30th october CAN !!!!
chubby and plump
lively and noisy
she's one fiery-tempered girl, offend her and she'll make life hell for you.
but of course, she's still a very nice girl overall, don't you agree ? HUH !!!



wants

to be happy forever
not to have worries
to be successful in life
a music career or be a housewife


needs

exercise
freedom
retail therapy
food
love
entertainment !!!








my previous blog

xia xue --> a celebrity

NP choir --> <3s

zeke --> my "wife"

jing --> she's a darling :)

yvette --> ECH-ers =)

evelyn --> almost same birthday =)

ray --> auntie rosie !! =p

weenee --> 5years and still counting =)

may aun --> choir president !!!

feng kai --> talk cock boy :)

cong kai --> emo kai :)

joseph --> choir treasurer

shar --> a very very nice guy =)

alex

er jie --> my dearest sister

guo jing --> er jie's wai yu, another bestie =)

heni pok --> pok pok, cute one x)))

dolly --> ah gong !!!

mishi --> one of the best classmates =)

sijie --> pretty and sweet

jun an --> bf of the person above =)

erdiah --> green lover now ;)

dolly --> that siao char bor =p

joey --> JOEY KOR KOR !! haha. =p

wilson --> void decker =)

alvin aka elmo --> BUGGER :)

lance --> my stupid son :)

eugene --> another bugger LMAO :)

keng guan --> someone to confide in :)

ben --> kor kor :)

kailing --> a friend

camay --> from northland

racheal --> cute =)

NONO --> someone ??

kok wei aka MoDs --> sQ's friend

hian leng aka f.i.r --> an ID player =)

samantha --> youngest of the four sisters

sandra --> 2nd oldest of the sisters

stephanie --> eldest of the sisters

cai ling --> 2 yrs classmate

yeemun --> classmates :)

zarraphina micheal zane --> crazy woman !!!

sheryl --> classmates !!

meichan --> classmates !!

jia lin --> SKPS =))

gwen --> out-going and cheerful =p

jean --> great singer, another sop 1 =)

wan ting --> ex schoolmate

kartik --> an ex classmate

brenda --> ex schoolmate

jason --> don't really know him =xxx

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