it's better to be not that smart, than to actually be so immature to do things that will cause misunderstanding towards the person who you wanted to "stand up for". it's still better than being so two headed that when you see me, you smile smile and joke joke nicely cause your identity cannot be hidden. then after that hide your identity and do ridiculous things. so you can call me stupid or whatever, i don't mind, as it just reflects how ugly your personality can be.
side track abit, pls bear in mind your religion teachings, don't throw face pls. i can't believe u did it and i'm not gonna say more about you anymore.
as for jian long, now i only feel that it's totally my fault. even when my friends tell me it's partial, i really don't know how to blame you. you tell me to stop mentioning about our relationship, i know it's easier said than done. i don't know why it can be so easy for you to say that. but whatever it is, take it as you never ever loved me at all.
i feel very very hurt about things, and i know there's no one i can pour it all out to. i really wanna whack some thing until i feel nothing at all.
i wanna take a very long break so people, this blog will be closed in a week's time. unless i'm that lucky to have miracles happening to me.
goodbye people, i'm gone.
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