yeah i'm not meeting him anymore. i won't be able to get in contact with him for at least 2-3 weeks or so ba. i don't know if this is a relieve or what. although deep in my heart, i wanna spend a lovely christmas just with him. but i should accept the fact that i mean nothing to him. =((( stop deluding yourself jolynn !!! nothing will happen between you two la !!! bodoh !!

why i sound so evil or whatever is actually because of a dream. a beautiful, sweet yet horrible dream. half of me wish the dream come true, but half of me hope it will go away. the silly things i do in the dream. i wish i can do it, but then again, i'm not gonna do foolish stuff already.

perhaps after these weeks of his absence, i might grow to have my feelings fade for him. well, maybe that's a better way.

i'm just glad that i don't need to see him walk away anymore. because i might not be able to stop the urge from running over to hug him. so let this be an end to all my foolish thoughts.

goodbye to the silly jolynn =)

and of course, good luck to YOU* take care in army, esp your health alright ? be happy =)

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there's only one of me
she's 18 this year (2008)
30th october CAN !!!!
chubby and plump
lively and noisy
she's one fiery-tempered girl, offend her and she'll make life hell for you.
but of course, she's still a very nice girl overall, don't you agree ? HUH !!!



wants

to be happy forever
not to have worries
to be successful in life
a music career or be a housewife


needs

exercise
freedom
retail therapy
food
love
entertainment !!!








my previous blog

xia xue --> a celebrity

NP choir --> <3s

zeke --> my "wife"

jing --> she's a darling :)

yvette --> ECH-ers =)

evelyn --> almost same birthday =)

ray --> auntie rosie !! =p

weenee --> 5years and still counting =)

may aun --> choir president !!!

feng kai --> talk cock boy :)

cong kai --> emo kai :)

joseph --> choir treasurer

shar --> a very very nice guy =)

alex

er jie --> my dearest sister

guo jing --> er jie's wai yu, another bestie =)

heni pok --> pok pok, cute one x)))

dolly --> ah gong !!!

mishi --> one of the best classmates =)

sijie --> pretty and sweet

jun an --> bf of the person above =)

erdiah --> green lover now ;)

dolly --> that siao char bor =p

joey --> JOEY KOR KOR !! haha. =p

wilson --> void decker =)

alvin aka elmo --> BUGGER :)

lance --> my stupid son :)

eugene --> another bugger LMAO :)

keng guan --> someone to confide in :)

ben --> kor kor :)

kailing --> a friend

camay --> from northland

racheal --> cute =)

NONO --> someone ??

kok wei aka MoDs --> sQ's friend

hian leng aka f.i.r --> an ID player =)

samantha --> youngest of the four sisters

sandra --> 2nd oldest of the sisters

stephanie --> eldest of the sisters

cai ling --> 2 yrs classmate

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meichan --> classmates !!

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gwen --> out-going and cheerful =p

jean --> great singer, another sop 1 =)

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brenda --> ex schoolmate

jason --> don't really know him =xxx

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