woke up today and it felt like i just had a very bad dream that's all. i'm not sure if i'm gonna be okay for very long, but i guess i should just take it a step at a time. anyway, i'm also wrong for not giving anyone enough time.
mum says i deserve more though i'm just an impatient bad tempered lil girl =) cute lil mommy lol. i do talk to her abit about such stuff, then she will say, if i continue to be so pampered, no one will want me LOL !!! i shall get married at the age of 22 !!! wahaha.
talked to him abit on msn and on sms. yeap now it feels like we are just friends. perhaps he just gimme the feeling to care and take care of him like a friend. so whenever he's upset i will just be there to listen out, don't wanna expect more. perhaps this is already the best i can do for him.
seems like everytime after a heartbreak or emotional upsot, there's bound to be some family gathering or what. cause i have to go to aunty's house for dinner later, dunno is it my mum gao de gui LOL !!!
yes i will be happy because wednesday's prob the last time i saw him, or going to see him. no choir practice until the 17th, he's going army on the 14th, so there ain't any chance i might bump into him or meet him. good for him and good for me too. but one thing, no choir suddenly like nothing to do leh.
so friends, do call me out when you have time ok !! if you wanna get a printer, FIND me !!!! haha. it feels great to be able to smile again.
i will like to thank kian siong for enlightening me and making realise the blindness i was in. even though this problem does not lies me with, but i think one shouldn't be too stubborn about a thing, it just makes you more miserable.
xiao4 yi2 xiao4, she3 me4 shi4 dou1 OK =))) !!!!
i see you waving goodbye to me, so i shall smile and let you go. i miss that time when you held my hand, it's a memory in my heart.
there's only one of me
she's 18 this year (2008)
30th october CAN !!!!
chubby and plump
lively and noisy
she's one fiery-tempered girl, offend her and she'll make life hell for you.
but of course, she's still a very nice girl overall, don't you agree ? HUH !!!
needs and wants
wants
to be happy forever
not to have worries
to be successful in life
a music career or be a housewife
needs
exercise
freedom
retail therapy
food
love
entertainment !!!