was very emo the whole day. crying and crying, though not non-stop but in about half an hour basis. everytime i close my eyes i see him smiling at her sweetly. the smile that i may never get from him. so gentle so sweet. it just pierce through my heart making me wanna cry all over again think this is the 4th post about him already, you guys must be getting sick of my rantings.
on a happier note, the only thing i lose to was time, cause i appeared later. well, that's consoling myself haha. might be going out with him one of this weekdays, i hope so. just wanna spend more time with him before he goes into army.
was at aunty's house as i mentioned just now. this is what my silly mommy did.
thinking that i wasn't paying attention to my surroundings, she tried to capture some unglam images of me watching tv with my legs up on the chair.
this one still ok la, so i let her take LOL !!!!
she getting closer, so i purposely cross one leg for her to see .... =p
when she was near i started laughing like siao char bor, cause the show very funny. and lucky her, caught this photo =.=
just as she thought got uglier ones, i turned and smiled at her haha. scared the shits outta her LOL !!!
photos below are to be viewed at own risk. they are either emo or retarded.
my beloved anna sui wallet =)))
so this is how i always stand ????
on the way home, my mum talked about him and i suddenly just broke down. shit man, i hate that feeling. she told me i deserve better but i didn't really do much to deserve anything la. i'm just a bad tempered, selfish, tempremental and impatient lil girl. it's just that i'm very devoted in relationships. well, i guess it can't be helped.
for him to feel better, i just have to forget him. i don't wanna put any pressure on him to make things worse for us. we will just be friends, yes we will =) i shall walk away, it's up to you to say, how far ...............
one day, i'll miss you forever.
everytime i look into your eyes, i fall in love with you over and over again.
there's only one of me
she's 18 this year (2008)
30th october CAN !!!!
chubby and plump
lively and noisy
she's one fiery-tempered girl, offend her and she'll make life hell for you.
but of course, she's still a very nice girl overall, don't you agree ? HUH !!!
needs and wants
wants
to be happy forever
not to have worries
to be successful in life
a music career or be a housewife
needs
exercise
freedom
retail therapy
food
love
entertainment !!!