Tuesday, December 4, 2007
after so much of writing to clear things up, there's of course one thing that i might feel upset about.
i sincerely wanted to make friends, but my friend might not want, but the thing is it seems like she took this out and made fun of it. it isn't really her to blame but me for my one-sided willingness. we might not be good friends, but i think i can understand why you don't tell me right in my face but wait till behind. cause at that point of time, even if you say it, you have no guarantee that i'll accept it.
but i guess this whatever friendship i thought i had never existed, so it's ok than losing it if i had it. well i don't know where to start changing, but i'll find a way.
of course i'm unhappy about being called a ***** by someone whom i don't know and didn't offend. but i guess sheryl already told us to stop, so no point getting upset about this.
perhaps this was why i'm feeling moody in the evening, because something like that was going to happen. maybe my intuitions ?? hopefully i can straighten out my thoughts soon and begin smiling again.
i shall abondon this for a tiny lil while unless i need to rant. i don't know if i can keep to this sentence, because i always end up blogging very soon again. but as far as i'm concern, my assignments need more attention than this.
take care guys.
/12:15 AM
