Saturday, October 20, 2007
HI !!!! i'm back again !!! lack of updates i know ..... this time i back with NOTHING !!! i can't believe it, no zi lian photos, no interesting events, no nothing. maybe some complains i can think of later when i'm halfway through my typing haha.miss jolynn needs a job !!! i don't know when joey's coming back from malaysia, but even if she's in singapore already, i still have second thoughts about being employed. one look at the assignments i've been given in school, i already felt like i can be admitted to hospital anytime for major strokes. but i really need KA-CHING !!! haha.my world's been evolving around boring lectures and choir practices. i went for ACA and wednesday, surprisingly. cause i fell asleep at clubhouse and woke up just in time for aca so might as well drag myself there. acapella IS interesting but i just feel that i don't excel in that area.choir practice have been pretty much fine, my voice is not yet losing its way haha. just that my voice range seems to be lower and lower. maybe one day i can end up in alto2 or maybe i can become a female bass and be famous throughout the world. I WISH !!!omg why am i blogging in this colour. i find it quite sickening haha. let's chg colour =pi feel that after i've started poly, my principles seem to have changed. i'm not as punctual as before. i used to be in school around 5plus or 6 in the morning when sch starts at 7plus. now ??? i'll be in school at 9plus when it starts at 9am.every morning i always have to question myself whether i should go to school or not. i'm not as enthusiastic about school anymore. i just wanna have holidays and choir practices. i just want music and nothing else in my world.besides being late, i tend to procarstinate more. however, i notice that i'm more serious about music already. i'm having music rush !! haha. i'm mindful about my diction and projection but my tuning and pitching still sucks. am starting to learn piano impatiently. i guess i need to work on that.a few changes that i rather dislike about myself will be my temper and character. i seem to yak non-stop this week. i don't know why am i commenting so much now. you say one sentence then i can think of maybe like 10events related to it and yak yak yak ?? is my life so that eventful ???hmmmm.and i'm really short tempered recently. i blew my temper on mum last week for no apparent reason. i sound very rude when i talk. i cannot tolerate naggings like i could ignore them in the past. i just cannot control my temperaments.maybe i'm gonna get menopause soon. like 40 years later? LOL !!!common, it's just the first week of school. don't press me too hard, don't give up so easily. jolynn i know you'll survive, SOMEHOW !!! GAMBATTE !!!
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