Thursday, September 20, 2007
i doubt many people are reading my blog, either passing by or just finding links from here. so i can say my piece of crap here as i like.
practice was fruitful today, learnt lots of stuff. first time i'm so focused though sometimes me, zeke and feng kai got too carried away with our "ji ko pa" haha. we are a bunch of very noisy people who can't behave so i think SP ppl got quite pissed by our noise level >.<
today i see something even more obvious, i'm pretty sure i'm not being too sensitive. this thing really makes me don't feel like talking to you anymore. really, NOT ANYMORE.
i don't like to chase after people so i prefer the way i won't put pressure on them. since you don't like it, i won't do it. you shall be left alone.
i was caught stealing glances at "things" i shouldn't be look at, but i can't help it. even if i might feel very much worse letting go like that, it would be better than having someone trying to run away from me.
i hope that peace in my life will be instilled back to its original meaning when i'm enjoying my singlehood. i don't deny that i feel lonely, but since i can't find the one, i don't wanna make do with anyone.
*when will wishes come true ??
/9:44 PM